last night was...fun. i haven't hung out with mike, michelle and brian like that in a long time. but all this talk recently of the changes i'm about to endure is exhausting me. i'm sick of talking about it.
tonight i'm doing something different brian and i are going out. not sure where yet, but i'm determined to have good clean fun wasting gas, smoking far too much, and spending money frivolously on things i really don't need. we are both sick of doing the same stuff all the time. and i think we both need a break from the regular crowd. my only worry is that we'll get all bored and emo and wind up wishing we were doing the same dumb shit as usual.